Who am I Lord

Last night was somewhat challenging for us. No bad news, just some of friction from trying to plan for the next few months. I think that most of it was caused because Christy and I were very tired and just plain worn out.

A wise man challenged me to read the Bible every day for 60 days and keep a journal of my readings. He called it Breakfast with Jesus. For just under one year now, I have not missed one day. One thing that has been very tough for me was to look back at the days since we learned we were going to have a new baby. There are so many prayers about Christy's health and the new baby's health that it was very, very hard to understand what has happened. It has taken several days to come to grips with the fact that our baby is perfect in God's eyes and in his plans. Bottom line, that is what matters. That doesn't mean I still don't struggle with many "what-if's" and "why's" -- believe me I do.

Today we should receive more details about the MOMS study and with any luck, by Friday we might have the results of the Amnio.

Again, your prayers are coveted in this challenging time.


Todd